The Art of Allowing

Note from the Universe

'Sometimes it's easy to forget, Samantha, that everyone's just on their way home.
That you're all truly the best of friends.
And that this whole crazy thing kind of started as a dare - to see who might love the deepest, no matter how lost the others became.

Gosh, how you're missed. '

~ The Universe ~

unravelling me

It felt like my entire sense of self worth was held together by a single thread.

All my dreams, hopes and disappointments were shaped to form a life worth living by this single thread that wove all of them together.

This weekend something happened that pulled at that single thread causing it to break and my unravelling to begin. And slowly I watched it all crumble, this facade that I had been happy to live with, leaving me vulnerable, and exposed. Fragile and beautiful in my fragility. Confused, shaken, weak. Unravelled.

And it feel like now I have to start again, start to weave my life back together into something I am happy to live with. Dreams and hopes and joys. No more disappointments. At least not the old ones that I have been carrying with me.

The best thing about falling apart, is putting everything back together again.

And I will. One dream at a time.

Colours

Thank You For These Colours

~ Sabin Cornelieu Burage, Electronic Painting~

I was looking for an image that would describe what my trip to Egypt felt like and when I used the search word 'Colours' this image popped up and it was absolutely perfect. When I followed the trail to its origin and came across the title I had to smile. It was just so perfect.

That's exactly how I felt.

In my last post before I left I talked about how I was holding up a blank slate for the Universe, I had no expectations and was simply open to what would come my way and what did was absolutely wonderful. Colours, beautiful, vivid, breathtaking colours in the most unexpected places. I loved the country, I loved the people, I loved the culture and my experiences touched me and left their mark on me.

I have to go back. And if I'm wise, I'll still carry my blank slate with me. Actually, I plan to take one out every day and open up myself to the magic, to the gifts that the world has to offer to me. To all that unexepected breathtaking colour waiting to be discovered.

Thank you for these colours.

its all about you

"So, creation really is more about loving yourself; it's more about feeling your worthiness; it's more about appreciating a friend; it's more about enjoying the sunset; it's more about enjoying the beautiful flowers. It's more about finding reasons to relax into Well-Being, rather than gather up your strength and valiantly go forth to achieve your tasks, and serve your cause... because your "cause" is, to be the receiver and radiator of the love and Well-Being that is You.

You are an extension of Source Energy. You are one who loves, and you are one who loves to think, and you are one who loves to create, and you are one who loves to contemplate. You're one who enjoys stimulation of thought. You're one who enjoys choosing; you enjoy considering; you enjoy pondering; you enjoy fashioning. You enjoy putting things together. You enjoy figuring things out. You enjoy knowing. You enjoy not being sure and then becoming more sure. You enjoy the evolution of a thought. You enjoy the expansion of an idea. You enjoy the expansion of life experience. You enjoy the pleasure of being this genius focused in the most creative environment that has ever existed, for the fulfillment of things that satisfy you. You are liquid love in physical bodies, wanting, more than life itself, because it is life itself, to adore the vessel that's you through which this Source Energy flows. You are God. You are Source. You are creator. You always feel good from your Source Energy perspective.

You don't feel regret; you don't feel doubt; you don't feel worry; you don't feel shame; you don't feel guilt; you don't feel anger; you don't feel hate... You feel joy; you feel appreciation; you feel worthiness; you feel eagerness; you feel passion. You feel like the little kids feel—watch them: they're sure; they're arrogant; they're not afraid. You say, "They're not smart enough to be afraid." We say, they are still smart—and not afraid. You say, "But they don't know enough to worry." And we say, they know everything—and they do not worry. The children are still more vibrationally imbued with that feeling of passion and joy—and that is what this work is about. It's to assist you in returning to the natural state of Well-being—the natural state of being that is really You. "

~Abraham~

San Rafael, CA , February 21st, 2004